Congratulations are in order...

for Jen and Cait, who are pregnant and feeling a mix of joy and fear that must be making it hard to even sit or sleep or think. I'm very happy for them...they deserve this happiness as much as anyone I can think of.

I don't know what it means that I am, in fact, at least 96% thrilled for them and only 4% jealous that it isn't us, or that I'm not even sure if I want it to be us EVER, or if I'm just telling myself that so I won't be as sad if it never happens. See, it all comes back to me, doesn't it?